I sometimes wonder how often you look at this page . . . I'd like to think you see it more often than you do, but given that you lead a very hectic life, I can understand why there isn't much time for YOU.

If there is one thing I sould say to you to help you in your quest for happiness and a "nice" life, it would be this;

Go with the flow and let your heart rule your head - when you were younger it was the idea that you had a career to follow etc, but as time goes on you must realise that we are here only once in this life, and to lose such a valuable gift on working all your life for someone else's benefit is a waste of what could be a happier way of life.

You and I both know from all we've gone through that life is not a rehearsal, so why waste it?
Take control now, listen to what your heart tells you what you know to be true and be true to yourself and me. We have had well over a year now getting to know what we both knew already. Two souls co-existing in the same Universe with but one common aim - to be together. Trust me as I trust you and we won't go far wrong. You will never know what we've lost until it is too late, so savour the moment and take strength in what we have together. I love you with all my heart and this is the most public way I can say it without being direct and putting you in jeopardy. Please meet me halfway?